so yeah i havent slept since the last post...
i was anticipating something, but thats all for naught....
i started getting ready at about 7 or so and finished 30 minutes later so i was ready to meet up with someone for a early hang out at 10...
so there i was staring at the ceiling for a a good hour or so, waiting for a text from "this person"
only to find out that ive been stood up AGAIN! GODDAMMITSHIT!!!
why do i set myself up only to be knocked down by those i care for? maybe im just a glutton for punishment... idk... so now im sitting here in the early hours of the day
-teeth brushed
-hair combed (yes i do that)
-axe and deodorant on
-clothes all fixed up and tidy
and for what... nothing... i saw the first ray of light and there was a smile on my face, and now that the sun is high and shining, a frown is all that shows...
how can this one love someone who treats them like shit?
argh i can never figure it out... infatuation and defeat are fuckin pills im gonna have to learn to swallow.... gah... i guess now i can draw a bit, cant really work on homework considering crissy has my book and she is gone for the day, ugh... this would be a wee bit better if my sister were still here....
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